Had a really busy weekend.. sat went to buy rena's present.. den after that went for my ah ma's bdae celebration.. den sun gg to rena's bdae celebration.. morning went church.. but YA! changed their location.. den my sis wanted to go home cos she wanted to shit.. a bit pissed off lah.. cos didn't really feel like gg home den sit there for half an hr an go back to church again.. anyway, went back to church.. den cos was meeting xiao gu n xiao gu zhang at tampines to eat dimsum wanted to take a cab down.. but it was raining quite heavily.. den it took us quite a long time b4 we managed to get a cab.. den e rain was a bit funny.. cos it was like raining cats n dogs at bedok reservoir.. but when we turned into tampines, the rain suddenly stopped.. haha.. anyway, met xiao gu n xiao gu zhang.. we ordered a table full of dimsum.. n it only costed abt 35bucks! so cheap right.. for 4ppl to eat.. haha.. anyway.. ate til really full.. den went to bedok to walk walk.. spent a lot of time at e ntuc.. my mother finally bought batu.. haha.. my fave fish.. n a lot of things lah.. den outside ntuc was selling these taiwan mua chee.. den xiao gu bought for us.. haha.. quite nice lah.. not really sweet.. den i went off to city hall.. finally bought my mascara.. haha.. n finally bought a notebk to be my organizer.. n a ex one at that.. n a really small one.. haha.. $7 leh.. a bit not worth it lah.. but nvm lah.. den went to marina bay.. was on e same train as candy.. den she was wearing this big jacket.. kept asking her to take off but she didn't.. den she kept giving some kookoo excuses.. haha.. okay.. den cc n mh came.. found dat jer n e rest not coming already.. so it was like from e original 20 ppl we were planning on.. it dwindled down to 9 ppl.. haha.. lucky got get money from them for present.. den we went to zhen fa.. e system there sucks.. n rena n her frens were so late lor.. abt 45mins.. den e 4 of us were relly hungry.. somemore we kept smelling food smells from elsewhere.. den rena finally came.. den cc candy n mh went to welcome her at e bus stop with sprays.. i stayed behind to light e candles.. n look after e things lah.. cos i was e only hu noes hu to use a lighter.. haha.. den e bloody wind was so strong lor.. it blew away wadeva i lighted.. haha.. den sang bdae song for rena.. a bit soft lah.. cos eb was paiseh.. den sat down.. me candy n mh sat there while e rest went to get food.. haha.. den we ate lor.. den e candy n mh v lazy leh.. juz sat there nv cook.. wait for me to get food for them..... haha.. den cc's fren v lame leh.. den after we ate started to take photos.. took quite a lot.. den we bioed this quite cute guy who's working there.. den rena n cc's fren mx kept saying he looks beta from afar.. den after that we ate e cake.. den went to look for pool place.. but cannot find.. den wanted to play bowling.. but they feeling so sian.. n rena wanted to play arcade.. so went to play arcade.. den we v silly leh.. 5 ppl play e drums game.. den 5 ppl play bishi bashi.. den 6 ppl play wad stupid game.. haha.. anyway, jenson n mx went home first.. cos they wanted to get e last train.. den rena cc candy n me act wanted to take a cab.. but cc n rena's fren say his father coming to fetch him so thot can lom bang.. hu knew we waited for abt an hr lor.. a bit pek chek.. cos next day got sch.. n it was already 12 sth at that time.. sigh.. anyway.. his father finally reached at abt 1230.. lucky is fetch me home first.. else sure get scolded by my parents.. but that uncle hor.. go long way one leh.. den rena n cc's fren e jiahui arh.. v funny.. keep saying lame things.. haha.. den kept getting shot by his fren.. haha.. dat desmond oso v bad lah.. haha.. anyway, when i reached home it was already 1.. imagine wad time candy got home..

Had an okay start to last sat.. Met cc and candy at PS.. was late.. haha.. den dat candy said e ebase at wisma was having sale.. so we went there.. which was quite stupid lah.. cos y didn't we juz go up to e ebase at PS to take a look? anyway, we went to ebase at wisma.. found that e pants rena wants is not there anymore.. den we went to projectshop.. n we saw a bag cc thinks rena wants.. but cc cannot rmb if e bag is from POA or projectshop.. so we didn't buy lor.. den went to meet mh.. den walked to heeren.. bought a pants for rena there.. rena really v unlucky leh.. cos we couldn't find her pants, bag, cap n skirt.. haha.. after we bought e pants we went to far east.. n i left at 6 sth.. supposed to go to my ah ma's bdae celebration at riverview hotel.. act wanted to take a bus down to PS to change bus.. but e bus stop was like dunno where.. den i got fed up lor.. wanted to take a cab.. but u noe how difficult it is to take a cab at orchard.. so took train down to PS.. walked to park mall.. den took a cab there.. got there in time.. was a bit pissed at that time.. cos my mother kept calling me to ask me to reach there on time.. den i was starting to have a headache.. sigh~ anyway.. reached the restaurant.. after a while my table started ordering food le.. den we started to eat lor.. den bao2 ahlong da gu n zhihao came.. den we ordered somemore.. den ate somemore.. haha.. really ate a lot leh.. think we ordered at least half e things on e menu.. lucky is buffet-ala carte.. haha.. den after e dinner we cut e cake.. took a lot of photos... n e funniest part was when they took out e mahjong cake.. e big shou4 tao2.. n e oranges display.. so china lor.. haha.. den we took a lot of photos.. muz cheng4 ji1 mah.. haha.. cos almost eb was there.. den we went back to my ah ma hse.. den on e lorry we kept teasing ahlong abt he n his gf.. haha.. den he v lor sorh leh.. we like zhen qing lor.. so many ppl in one hse.. lucky e hse big.. haha.. den we ate e cake.. sat ard for a while.. for abt an hr.. den went home.. sent my aunt n her family back.. den me n my sis went up to get a lot of things.. haha.. got a portable hi-fi.. perfumes.. facial things.. n 3 bags.. haha.. like go shopping..
Anyway.. had a great day at e dinner.. cos we v long nv gather together le.. almost everybody was there lor..

Okay.. read cc n rena's blog juz now.. then rena was like saying her last words for e new yr.. n cc was like.. i dunno lah.. juz that e both of them were like suddenly so gan3 xing4.. so i also want! haha..
Okay.. start with my longest friends first.. my Pri sch friends! Esther, SiTing, Germaine, Suyi, Fiona, Jacq.. abt these few ba.. haven't seen u guys in abt a yr.. don't know if u guys will be reading or not also.. but really miss u guys.. act thot would have e chance to meet u guys this yr cos hz said there would be another chalet.. but that didn't happen.. so didn't get that chance.. saw siting twice in oct lah.. but that was like so brief.. didn't talk much too.. so, juz wanna sae that i hope we can meet up soon.. kay?
Then to e vball friends.. Jane, Muicher, Eileen, WeiLin, Candy, Josephine and Audrey.. we went through A LOT during e 4 yrs in Xinmin.. esp in sec 1 n 2.. with jane eileen n mc.. u guys noe wad i'm toking abt.. then when weilin candy n jo joined us in sec 2.. altho we had more ppl.. it didn't really make things beta.. but, those things made us closer.. made us know each other beta.. i know after we were in sec 4.. cos we didn't have to really go for trg anymore.. n jane was trg with swiss.. n we all had our own friends.. so we juz sorta drifted apart.. these things happen to almost every friendship.. guess it was inevitable.. then for e next yr.. we almost nv met up at all.. only during mc's bdae n that dae when we went to her hse for dinner n e dae she left for aust.. n e situation is worse now.. cos we're in diff schs.. n mc in a diff country.. but some things nv change.. when we had e bbq for xmas.. i'm really glad we could still fool ard with each other.. i can say a lot more abt our friendship n how i feel.. but i don't think i can finish it tonight.. haha.. so.. juz wanna sae i really really really treasure what we had together n will always rmb what we went through together..
Next is the 4e2 clique.. Ppl always referred to us as e 8 girls back then.. we were like an exclusive clique.. but things aren't always as they seem are they? I juz wanna thank u guys for e laughs.. and e fun.. i rmb our craziness only got worse during exam periods.. don't know y.. but that's e way we were.. N to cc candy rena flo n mh.. meet u guys stms to catch up.. really glad for those times.. hope we can do it more often this yr..
And now it's Liz n Monica.. I forgot how we got to be so close already.. but it's a fact that we are close.. i know e both of u had some quarrel once.. but luckily u two smoothed it out.. else i wouldn't have known wad to do.. haha.. now e 3 of us are in diff clses.. so itz hard to meet up lah.. but hope we can go out at least once a mth.. haha.. anyway, juz wanna sae i rmb the times u guys were at my hse n we were supposed to do our project.. but e 3 of us juz kept laughing n laughing.. den when we would sit together n complain abt things.. dunno hu would be our topic next sem.. haha.. really glad to know e both of u..

Had an okay day today.. act, it would have been a great day.. except for this thing.. that i juz can't stand anymore.. candy n me act said that we would join cc rena n their friends for the new yr countdown.. n candy was t first one to sae okay.. so i went along.. den the dae b4, candy wanted to pull out already.. cos she said that it would be weird as we didn't know cc n rena's friends.. but i persuaded her to go.. den on that day, she was having 2nd thoughts again.. cos she didn't wan to go clubbing after e countdown with them.. n she had pang sehed her friends to join us.. den i was thinking.. u have already told us u are joining us like 3 days before that day.. so u should have told ur friends that u won't be able to join them wad.. if u had already made plans with ur friends u shouldn't have agreed to join us right? i mean, that's common sense wad.. she should juz go check e dictionary for e meaning of promises.. n she didn't even have e courtesy of telling me that she wasn't gg anymore.. only when i met up with rena n cc that i found out from them that she wasn't gg anymore.. The reason i was going to countdown with cc rena and their friends was because candy was gg.. Did she think that i would be comfortable with a grp of strangers? stms i juz cannot figure ot wad she's thinking.. if she thot that she wouldn't feel comfortable there even when there's e both of us there.. what made her think that I would feel good? She should put herself into my shoes n think abt how i feel when she breaks her promises time n again.. Mayb i shld try asking her out n than telling her that i cannot make it at e last minute.. That would be exactly what she deserves.. cos this isn't the first time this has happened.. It isn't even the tenth.. I think even if i add up all my fingers n toes n borrow sb else's.. it wouldn't be enough.. It's not that i'm petty or wadeva.. but can u imagine being let down at e last min each time u've already prepared to go out? The most ridiculous time was when we were supposed to go to Sentosa.. It was the same last time when we were gg out with the vball girls n itz the same now.. i think she doesn't really think that she is doing sth wrong.. She always put these things behind her easily.. like the outing to sentosa the last time.. she could ask me innocently on Wed whether we had fun last Sun.. I really didn't know if i shld laf or cry.. Den last Sat, on New Year's Day.. she n flo called me to go down to Orchard to have dinner with them.. Why? because boon heng n the guys wanted to meet them for dinner n they didn't wan to meet e guys with 2 girls only.. After i rejected flo.. candy came to e line.. n asked me if i had fun on new year's eve.. when flo told me that candy wanted to tok to me.. i already had a feeling that she wanted to tok abt e countdown.. so i was a bit buay song when i toked to me.. i don't know if she could hear my buay songness.. but i kept my answers short.. n juz quckly hung up.. Act, the reason y i didn't want to go down to meet them was cos it was already 5 in e evening.. n i didn't want to go home too late.. den after i hung up.. i started to think.. y do they always only come to me when they need help? The both of u went out together without asking me or anybody else along.. it is quite apparent that u didn't want me or anybody else there.. then when u wanted help, u called me.. n expected me to put aside everything n rush down to ur aid.. Am i that pathetic in ur eyes? You know, ppl say that e one u look for help when u're in trouble is the one u look upon as ur true friend or wadeva.. but i really, seriously don't feel like one! And i don't think i want to become one.. U think it's fun having to accomodate her schedule? And u know how stms u put an entry in ur blog abt ur fustrations but u hope certain ppl wont see it, esp e person u're angry at? Well, i hope Candy reads this entry.. Because i don't know how much longer i can stand it.. I don't want to forgive n forget anymore.. N i don't want to meet her at her whims anymore.. And this applies to the cls outings!

Okay, enough abt the bad parts.. abt the day itself now.. was supposed to go ktv with jolleen n yijun.. but that jolleen had sth on that day.. her friend's bdae.. so had to cancel.. went out with laykuan n liz instead.. den while wating for laykuan saw alvin n jiahui n e way to tm.. jiahui wanted to treat alvin.. cos they were getting their ERS.. den jiahui said he'll treat me liz n laykuan too.. hahaha.. act i think jiahui agreed only bcos liz was there.. haha.. den that laykuan arh.. we waited such a long time for her lor.. she said she'll end her cls at 12.. in e end we waited for her for an hr.. she ended at 1.. anyway, after she came we went to tm.. den went to e genki sushi to eat.. n jiahui limited us to e $2.80 plate.. haha.. den ate lor.. n toked.. den after that went to play pool.. or at least i went to watch them play pool.. haha.. den talked quite a bit with alvin.. act wanted to watch movie.. but there wasn't enuf time.. so walked ard tm.. bought a triumph bra.. 13 bucks only.. haha.. den went to city hall to meet cc they all.. but then they said it was still early.. so asked me to go PS to meet them.. so met them at e arcade there.. den waited while rena's friends played n ate.. den went down to e esplanade.. had a v unenthu countdown.. haha.. den we went to clarke quay.. bought a bottle of spray each.. then we sprayed at each other.. haha.. then some guys went pass us.. den sprayed e snow thing at us.. but we ran out of spray already.. so bought new ones.. haha.. n sprayed them back.. it was really crazy lor.. cos eb was like spraying eb.. haha.. then saw lang yuan n his friends.. don't know them.. but juz sprayed them.. haha.. den rena's friends came to meet us.. n they were clean! so we started spraying them.. haha.. den we bought new bottles.. then walked towards club X.. den saw langyuan n his friends again.. so we started spraying each other again.. chase them somemore.. haha.. i think e best position was to stand by e sides n juz spray those ppl who were walking past.. haha.. anyway, when we reached club X, it was so damned crowded lor.. n we had to pay entrance fee of 25 bucks.. which is like totally wiping out my wallet.. den cos had to wait for a table.. so we stood by e streets first.. den some of rena's friends didn't want to go in.. so had to discuss lor.. den in e end me n cc went home first.. cos i didn't want to go chiong in e first place.. n cc wasn't feeling well.. so...... e both of us shared a cab home lor.. reached home at abt 2.. bathed.. den went to slp.. haha..the day was quite fun lah.. if u didn't count wad happened with candy n me feeling weird with rena n cc's friends.. there's this guy.. he v qi2 guai4 one leh.. haha.. den he kept teasing cc.. n of cos got scolded by cc lah.. haha.. got scolded by rena also.. there are only 2 words to describe him.. qi2 guai4..

Then on Tues, went to e wedding dinner at Sheraton Towers.. wore e same outfit as e one to Pan Pacific.. rushed home after sch at 4.. ate somethings.. cos was really hungry.. den went to bathe.. dressed.. put makeup.. den took a cab down lor.. we reached there too early.. at abt 7.. which was punctual.. but u now weddings.. they are nv punctual.. ahqin they all were still waiting for xiao gu n xiao gu zhang to reach their hse.. so e 4 of us sat ard.. toked with my er gu.. took photos.. juz as we were abt to go into e ballroom they arrived.. haha~ so we went in.. looked at e slideshow.. leonard was really cute in e photos.. haha.. n e dinner started.. e emcee's voice was quite good lah.. he sang a song..
den had a lot of fun compared to the dinner at Pan Pacific.. cos a lot of my cousins were there.. then qin n ling were like crazy.. haha.. kept wantin to take photos.. den said a lot of rubbish which is act typical of them.. den my ah ma n e waiter was real funny.. cos e waiter is a malay.. but my ah ma didn't knoe.. so when my ah ma wanted to stop him from pouring tea into e cup she kept saying don't pour in chi.. but e waiter didn't uds.. so he kept wanting to pour.. den my ah ma kept shaking her head.. haha.. den i told e guy not to pour into that cup anymore.. den my xiao gu zhang told my ah ma that guy is a malay.. not a chi.. so funny lor.. haha..
Den my father's fren came to fetch us.. he drive v fast leh.. a lot faster than my father lor.. den they kept quarrelling in e car lor.. made me my sis n mother keep laughing.. anyway, by e time we reached home it was already abt 11.. so missed OC.. but lucky i already finished all my hw n quiz e dae b4.. so could go slp right away.. but didn't really lah.. cos watched wo3 cai1 for a while.. e dog is so damn cute..

Now is Sat..
Last Sat was e most hectic day of my life.. haha.. woke up early at abt 7.. to go to flo's hse.. in e end eb was late.. was supposed to meet at 9.. but cc reached at 10.. so onli started at 10 lor.. den i lost a lot lor.. abt 8 sth.. but juz put down 10 bucks for them to fen1.. cos had to rush down to church.. the children were so cute lor.. cannot stand it.. haha.. den we went home.. rested for a while.. prepared.. den went down to wisma e nude restaurant le.. the rest were already there.. so me ting n ahxin faster sit down.. den they gave us e bread.. n the bread was really really good.. mayb cos itz been a long time since i've eaten bread like that... even e butter was nice.. haha.. den we took a long time to decide what we wanted to eat.. cos there were so many of us.. haha.. okay.. den we ordered.. den cos e waitress said it would take a long time for our dishes to be ready, we started to exchange our presents.. tingting got this really cute cat from ahboy.. ahqin got a e candle thingy from ting.. ahxin got this pooh teapot n keychain.. ahboy got a stuff toy from ah xin.. xiaogu got e bath shower things from me.. leonard got a pencil box from ling.. ah bao got a precious moments thing from xiao gu.. den here comes e confusing part.. ah bao gave me sth.. den later leonard gave me sth else.. so itz like there's a mix up in e hu's giving hu part.. so in e end i took leonard's present n ling took ah bao's present.. den ling was so disappointed.. cos nobody bought a present specially for her.. haha.. den e food came.. actually when u look at e dishes the servings look v small.. but when u eat it.. itz really quite filling.. n e food was really good.. the fish was fresh.. the beef tender.. haha.. sound like dunno wad..
Den after dinner we battled through the crowd to get to e train station.. haha.. went down to kallang to xiao gu zhang's lorry.. den went back to xiao gu n his hse.. den we started eating again.. ate chips all those things lor.. den played games.. den went for supper at 2.. haha.. went to eat roti prata.. den went back.. they played mahjong.. i watched scv until 3.. den went to slp le.. cos was really tired.. was supposed to go to sentosa e next dae somemore.. so i slept.. den got woken up by them at 5 when they came in to slp.. changed position.. den e 5 of us slept on 2 mattresses.. so damn squeezy lor.. dunno y they so kuey4 shio1 one leh.. at 6 got fed up.. so went to e living room to slp on e sofa.. it was so much better.. den woke up at 8 to go shit.. den woke up at 8sth to go pee.. den finally woke up at 9 to bathe n prepare.. den juz as i finished preparing, rena msged me to tell me that they were not gg already.. i really didn't noe wad to feel or think lor.. is they wan to go one.. den asked me to organize.. so i organized lor.. act everything was settled already.. den dat candy said she couldn't go.. i really nth to sae leh.. e worst is her lor.. den a few days ago cc asked me if i'm angry or not.. wad u expect me to sae? my aunty n cousins were angrier than me lor.. forget it lah..
Den went to Jurong Point after eb woke up n bathed.. e journey was so damn long lor.. haha.. den it was cold.. n e wind was so strong.. when we reached dere eb said finally.. haha.. den we went to eat lunch.. ate a lot oso.. cos xiao gu ordered a lot of things.. den walked walked lor.. walked 'til 5 sth.. den went home.. was really tired.. kept nodding off on e lorry.. which is like so dangerous.. cos we're sitting high on a plank of wood.. so when qin they all got down, i sat on e floor to sleep safely.. haha.. lucky had that nap on e lorry.. else wouldn't have e energy to eat dinner when we reached home.. haha.. had dinner.. den ahxin sent ting to e bus stop.. den i went home to watch xin1 shou3 xiang1 lian2.. act thot Energy would be there.. but they couldn't come cos there was a snow storm in Taiwan.. so couldn't catch e plane.. Sigh~ Hai4 me so excited.. Think it has been abt 9mths since they've come.. which is a long time for them..

Now abt Fri..
Had e wedding dinner at Pan Pacific.. went home immediately after sch.. met ting2 at e kopitiam.. but that stupid girl was almost an hr late.. so i sat there to wait for her lor.. den when she reached she said she act didn't feel like eating.. she hor.. hai4 me wait for her.. okay, so ate.. went home.. sat ard.. painted my fingernails.. felt tired.. but didn't tink there was enuf time to take a nap.. den went to bathe.. prepared everything.. put makeup.. blah blah blah.. den took a cab to pan pacific.. went in.. saw a lot of ppl i didn't noe.. which is like basically eb there except for the ppl at my table.. the dishes were quite common.. seeing that it is after all pan pacific.. but still not that bad lah..

Okay.. i haven't been blogging in the past few days.. since wed actually.. so here i am! haha.. let's start from thurs..
Went to bbq at eileen's place that day.. met audrey jane weilin mc n her sis at heartland first.. audrey had a very weird haircut.. haha.. den act mc didn't change much.. her hairstyle is still the same too.. haha.. den weilin was still e same lor.. started quarrelling with her e moment we saw each other.. hehe.. den went to play pool.. or rather, mc audrey n weilin went to play pool.. me weilin n mc's sis juz sat there.. ate.. waited for the hr to pass.. den went back to eileen's hse.. sat ard for a while.. den brought all the things to this area downstairs.. played vball for a while.. wilson is really good at vball.. really wouldn't noe that he has juz learnt how to play for 2mths by seeing him play.. can jie1 my spikes so nicely somemore.. he's really good.. pity he's not in e sch team.... den we started bbqing.. or rather, eugene started bbqing.. haha.. cos he did everything lor.. den willie n wilson helped a bit.. e worst were e 6 girls.. sit there.. do nothing.. play cards.. den me n jane brought e food to them.. really nth to sae.. haha.. den after that we went down to this area to play vball.. weilin candy n jo e same one lor.. the 3 of them really cannot be together when playing vball.. mc oso.. so scared of e ball now.. haha.. played for quite long.. tink got more than an hr.. dat willie n wilson really has unlimited energy.. they could still run ard after all of us were tired lor.. n wilson had come to e bbq str after his table-tennis trg.. dunno where he get his energy.. haha.. den after making sure eileen n eugene weren't doing any funny things up there, we went back to e bbq place.. e 9 of us sat ard to eat.. ate a raw stingray.. den we exchanged presents! got a dolphin pendant n chocalates from jo.. weilin got e precious moments photo album from me.. mc got e bikini from eileen.. audrey got this cigarette thing which couldn't work.. jo got a photo frame from audrey.. jane got a winnie e pooh soft toy from weilin.. forgot wad candy n eileen got already.. den we sat ard to gossip a bit.. abt e ppl in n from xinmin.. den they took a lift back home in mc's mother's car.. leaving me n jane.. we cleaned up with e guys.. den we wanted to wait for eileen to go back to her hse.. but we waited for such a long time lor.. waited for abt 1/2 n hr.. in meantime we watched willie n wilson fight.. do rubbish.. haha.. they really siao one.. den eileen finally came back.. but in e end i felt too lazy to take e risk to wait for a bus.. so took a cab home..
So that's all for Thurs..

Met cc candy n mh for dinner.. act candy was supposed to meet mh first.. but in e end i met candy first.. den we went to taka to eat cos e both of us were so hungry.. den mh came to look for us.. den we walked ard.. walked to heeren.. den back to wisma.. n mh finally bought her bag.. she took such a long time to choose between black n blue lor.. think we spent abt half an hr there.. haha.. den we went to orchard station to meet cc to go for dinner.. den cos e 4 of us are poor students.. so we went for e cheap dinner.. we went to taka to buy sushi to eat.. den bought e bento at tori Q.. den sat at e staircase.. We were crazy that day lor.. cos we wanted to discuss rena's birthday celebration.. so we sat there to talk.. Dunno y we had so many things to laugh abt.. so we kept laughing n laughing.. haha.. been a long time since we laughed together.. Anyway, we finally decided on what we wanted to do for rena's birthday.. hope she'll have a big surprise that day..

Had a really tiring past few days.. went shopping with ting2 on Sun.. went to marina sq suntec n bugis n citylink mall.. bought quite a lot of things.. bought jane's present, e adidas bag.. earrings.. act i saw a really nice one at this shop in marina.. but it only comes in a set.. so.... haha.. had to jiang1 jiu4 with this one at bugis.. n i bought a blouse from G2000.. n e xmas present for exchange.. not bad right.. haha.. walked 'til my legs busted man.. den on mon, accompanied my mother to Orchard mainly to go see our church's chi congregation sing in front of Paragon.. Secondly was to go buy a lot of stuff.. a mini combo, a bag for my grandma, my heels, n 'inner beauty'.. but in e end, onli bought e 'inner beauty'.. haha.. cos we didn't really go look for e mini-combo.. e bag for my grandma was really really difficult to find.. Of all the bags we saw at Tangs, Robinsons, OG n Metro, some were too big, or e strap was too short.. n we could only find one suitable.. but it cost $188.. And i didn't find any heels i liked.. so after we bought our 'inner beauty' at OG, we walked back to Paragon.. but e performance was already over.. which was a bit silly if u ask me.. den we went home.. Walked til my legs were busted on Monday too..
Tuesday was e most relaxing day.. went home str after sch.. took a nap.. woke up, ate dinner, n so on..
Wednesday, which is today, was also tiring.. n i also walked til my legs busted.. at first mh came with her friend with e intention of crashing my lecture.. den when they wanted to buy sth to eat, mh realized she lost her wallet on e bus! so she panicked.. called sbs, her sisters, mother.. den after that she sat in e LT for like 5mins.. den her fren n her left for dunno where.. Met liz n monica after e lecture.. called mh, but her phone no batt le.. den we went to Orchard.. ate at e Spageddies at Paragon.. it was good lah.. cos itz been a long time since we've hung out together.. den we went shopping lor.. bought my heels.. bought a much higher one than from wad i actually intended to buy at first.. but nvm lah.. this pair more class.. haha.. act today quite tired.. dunno y.. and i went back to see e adidas bag again! The more i see it, the more i like it.. HOW?

A bit sian now.. cos was supposed to go out for dinner with jane and e rest tmr.. but mc suddenly said she doesn't want to go out tmr.. n since e reason we're meeting for dinner is cos of her, we cancelled e dinner.. i really don't know wad she's thinking.. since she's so damn reluctant to be back, why don't she juz go back to australia where she can have all e bloody fun she wants? Nobody is forcing her to stay in Singapore.. And she doesn't even feel like wanting to meet us.. wad does she want? For us here in Singapore to pine for her while she has e time of her life in Australia? Mayb she expected us to go fetch her from e airport.. Or she wanted us to drop her a hello everytime she goes online which is like everyday..
Okay, i sound real sarcastic right now.. but i can't help it.. She has changed so much... Or perhaps we juz haven't caught up wih her yet.. Anyway, don't want to talk abt it anymore.. act i want to tell jane that mayb we can juz go out w/0 her tmr, cos itz been such a long time since we've met up with each other..

Been some days since i have blogged.. so will blog juz for e sake of blogging today.. haha.. bought a lot of books today.. it was so damn heavy.. n i looked like a nerd.. haha.. carrying a big bag with 2 thick books in my hands and a old plastic bag.. do i remind u of somebody? haha.. Anyway, that's all for today n the whole week actually.. i have no life.. hehe..
And another thing, i'm getting sick of class outings.. at least e having to take all e responsibility to organize part..

Celebrated Cheng's bdae today.. went to Kbox.. which we seem to do almost everytime we go out.. haha.. met rena at 4.. which is act too early.. haha.. went to buy e cake at taka.. den went to kbox.. but that girl said that they couldn't keep it cos they can't be held responsible for any loss.. which was a bit dot dot dot.. haha.. so me n rena went to cafe cartel lor.. bought a drink n potato wedges.. den sat there to read mag n eat n drink.. den mh came.. den mh n rena like catchin up with each other cos they like haven seen each other for such a long time.. haha.. den dat candy n flo were takin such a long time to eat their dinner.. so me n rena tried calling them.. but they weren't picking up the phone.. think we called them abt 10 times.. den after finally reaching them met them said that me n mh would go upstairs to prepare everything first.. but we were to early lor.. so had to wait abt half an hr b4 we could go in e room.. den we prepared everything.. den they came.. den sang happy birthday song, cut cake, took pictures.. den mh went home le.. den we started singing lor.. den dat candy n flo kept saying me n rena's voice v high den blah blah blah.. haha.. den the 2 of them v funny lor.. sing song keep laughin.. haha.. den we went home at 10.. act wanted to take cab.. but couldn't get any at e roads.. so wanted to go to e taxi stand at taka.. den halfway dere it started to rain really heavily.. haha.. den when we reached e taxi stand e queue was so damn long, we onli queued for while b4 deciding to take a train back.. so we walked real fast to e basement of taka.. but they were closin e doors already.. so had to walk back to e outside of taka to e mrt entrance beside wisma.. it was so slippery, so humid n so crowded along e 'corridor'.. haha.. den ran a short distance after wisma to e mrt entrance.. actually candy suffered the most out of 5 of us.. haha.. cos she was already sick.. so after that dash through e rain i don't know if she'll get worse.. actually we were afraid that e train station would crowded with ppl rushing to get home.. but it was act not that bad.. haha.. lucky us.. den went to take a cab when we reached ang mo kio.. den e taxi driver was a bit weird.. cos he didn't respond to anything we said.. haha.. juz kept driving.. think cc was wonderin abt this also.. haha..

Went to Bishan to watch the Incredibles.. Act was supposed to meet flo only.. den asked candy n cc to watch oso.. act was supposed to meet at bishan.. but dunno y flo called me den asked me to hurry down to orchard.. so i went down lor.. took e express bus.. but waited such a long time for e bloody bus lor.. Sigh.. den went to cine's long john to eat.. den we went to bishan.. a bit stupid lah.. cos i went all e way down to town juz to eat den go to bishan le.. haha.. nvm lah.. den walked ard bishan lor.. den went to cafe cartel ard 4 sth to eat ice cream.. den rena went to work at 5.. den me cc candy n flo sat there to tok rubbish lor.. haha.. took some photos.. den went upstairs to take neoprint.. den went to watch movie liao lor.. e show was incredibly funny.. kept laughing throughtout e show.. haha.. den half way through, cc suddenly said that Violet looks like mh.. den e 4 of us kept laughing.. hahahaha..
All in all.. yday was a good day.. cos got to see Florence after so long.. den had fun with them.. going to celebrate cc's bdae later.. at kbox..

Today was the first day of sch.. Was a bit sian before going.. haha.. cos was real tired.. had muscle ache in my calf.. itz a wonder i'm not havin cramps.. cos had e only lecture today at 2.. so woke up too early at 10.. so slacked ard lor.. read a book.. den started to prepare.. went to sch at 1.. met jolleen n kayti at e bus stop.. den went to e LT n sat together with e cls.. haha.. all of us sat together lor.. feels quite good.. haha.. den after e lecture went to get e e lecture notes for OB.. den went to eat with ellen n elizabeth.. den went to e bookshop to buy things.. saw e gatsby wax rena is using.. dunno shld buy or not leh.. mayb will go see other brands..

Wah.. i very tired leh.. my butt aches for some reason only God knows.. i feel tired all over.. spent 3 hrs under e sun n i'm still so fair.. didn't get really darker by much.. a bit lah.. but i think i'll be back to sq one a week later.. haha.. Anyway, wanna tok abt e bbq yday first..
Things were great at first.. met enwei rena n chinpei at chinhao's hse.. was a bit shocked to see cp.. haha.. cos candy asked her along n didn't tell me.. anyway, went to compass to buy the things.. dat ew n ch are still full of rubbish.. den met up with candy.. went back to ch hse.. wrapped e corn potatoes n sweet potatoes.. den went to play mahjong le.. haha.. was act winning.. den let ew play.. den we started losin money.. sounds like his fault right? itz not lah.. hehe.. den started to bbq.. ate.. den played in between.. won e jackpot.. 10 bucks.. haha.. but still cannot be compared to alastiar winnin 30 in one game.. den they started askin me where the others were.. cos by that time quite a few of e girls hadn't arrived yet.. so in e end, 5 of them hu said they would come didn't come.. at e last min.. 2 didn't even have e courtesy of informing me.. Sigh~ den after that mh went home.. me candy cheng2 n rena stayed behind to play mahjong.. n the boys watched soccer.. n i lost abt 4 bucks in mahjong.. actually was supposed to share e loss with ew.. but he sounded so reluctant to share.. so i paid all by myself lor.. Oh ya, n i ate durian! haha.. so long since i ate.. yday finally ate again.. den shared a cab to go home.. spent a lot of money yday lor.. cos everybody hasn't paid me money yet.. so when we bought the things i used my nets to pay first.. den after that i realised i paid $15 extra lor.. cos of those few ppl hu didn't come.. except for nurul.. she paid first.. den i paid for e durian oso.. 10 bucks out of my own pocket.. den i paid e cabfare.. 8bucks.. so in total i wasted abt 30bucks.. haha.. Sigh.. But nvm lah.. e money is already spent.. oso cannot get back right.. oh ya, dat eng choon went home without paying me e 5bucks.. haha.. and they want to have a class outing to sentosa.. to tell u e truth.. i really don't know how many ppl would turn up.. i would thank God if 12 turns up..
And i went Sentosa today! haha.. have been asking ppl since e start of this hols if they wanted to go to sentosa n went there finally today.. went with jane eileen eugene eileen's bros willie n wilson.. rushed there str after service lor.. haha.. den went to palawan beach.. walked ard a lot until we finally found a place to put our bags which has enough place for us to play vball.. haha.. den we played lor.. under e scorchin sun.. but it was okay for me lah.. cos itz actually very hard for me get tanned.. unlike jane n the others.. they were visibly darker by the time we left.. haha.. i'm like one shade darker onli.. hehe.. den we went over to e opposite side.. the southernmost point of asia.. haha.. jane didn't wan to get into e water.. so i didn't get in oso lor.. den walked around.. watched them play in e water.. walked until my leg pain.. haha.. den saw this shuai ge.. an angmoh.. he was really really really very handsome.. REALLY! He was wearing shades.. n was topless.. wearin shorts.. n his bod is e kind i like..tall n lean.. muscular.. without too much bulk.. haha.. i sound like a porno book.. n his looks.. wah seh.. can drool lor.. haha.. very long nv see this kind of standard liao leh.. haha.. n he was so cool.. tink he has a bit of mixed blood.. okay, enuf abt him.. n jane was writing his name with mine on e sand.. rubbed it off with my leg after she wrote finish.. haha.. but wadz e use of writing right? esp if u know that itz juz a stupid big crush on sb u barely know.. den after finished playing.. we went to bathe.. den went home lor.. though we spent an hr waiting for e monorail den for e bus.. haha.. n all of us were so tired we didnt want to talk.. haha.. saw how eugene treated eileen.. can see he really cares for her.. juz hope eileen can see that.. den dat willie was also v sweet.. made his gf's name out of sand (i think so) den wanted to take a pic.. but couldn't see it v clearly.. so he made another one.. a much nicer again.. den took another photo.. so sweet right.. playing still will rmb his gf.. haha.. den on e way home jane told me abt e reasons.. don't noe how she feels now.. but i think she still likes him..

Went to rena's hse to play mahjong yday.. act was supposed to play tong1 xiao1.. but rena's ah ma was sick.. so scared will disturb her.. n since rena's not working so went there at abt 1 lor.. act candy was supposed to go too.. but in e end only cc me n rena were playing.. act it was a good thing candy didn't go.. cos there were 4 missing tiles in rena's mahjong set.. n we played 2 games b4 we realised it.. haha.. so if candy was there we woudn't have been able to 4player anyway.. den i lost money.. again... haha.. so sad right? Nvm.. Playing mahjong is for e fun of it..
Den I went to cut my hair today.. went to e jean yip at heartland.. e hairdresser cut my hair real short again.. nvm lah.. my hair is cut already..
Havin e class bbq tmr.. still got a lot of things not prepared yet.. includin e food n all those rubbish.. n cc is not even online.. so can't discuss with her... Sigh.. hope everything will turn out fine tmr..

Taufik WON!!! Ah!!! Haha.. a bit crazy now.. cos was really worried that sly would win bcos everybody was saying that taufik should win but sly would win.. but in e end, taufik did win.. Hahaha.. so damn happy for him.. n he was so nice to let sly sing e song with him.. anyway, really loved taufik's performance tonight.. was a bit worried for him at e beginning.. but i think he blew everybody away with his very very slick moves n his singing..
Kay, came here to say Taufik won only.. since that's done.. i'm gone.. I love Taufik!!

hanD vErY pAiN~

Went out with candy n mh on monday.. met candy first.. cos mh had to go collect e tics for e SI finals.. so me n candy went heeren.. candy bought that skirt we saw the other time.. den walk2.. walked to cine.. ate pastamania.. den mh met up with us.. we walked ard taka n wisma.. den went to look for jane at e CIP thing.. but she couldn't come out to talk to us.. so could only wave at her from afar.. haha.. then went to far east.. again.. to tell u e truth.. i really cannot understand what's so nice abt far east.. no offence arh meihui.. mayb i juz dun like e clothes there.. but i'll still pei u go one lah.. anyway.. went to e adidas shop at pacific plaza again to look at that bag.. haha.. on e way mah.. yue4 kan4 yue4 xi3 huan1.. haha.. but itz like a bit small.. but nvm lah.. haha.. can use it when i dun have so many notes to carry.. den saw this other bag.. itz quite small.. but it costs $159.. which is like double e price e bag i want.. haha.. but think itz cos itz part of e everest collection.. then went to far east.. mh didn't buy e blouse she wanted cos there wasn't one in S.. only in M.. haha.. den after far east couldn't find anyway to go already.. n we wanted to find a place to rest our legs.. so went to e food court at Scotts.. i bought dessert den we sat there to talk lor.. den we went home..
Anyway, the reason the title today is the above.. is cos i played vball yday!!! Haha.. finally man.. went eileen's hse to watch troy with jane.. found that i didn't cry this time.. only shed a tear when king priam pled with achilles for hector's body.. funny right.. i cried so damn much e first time.. esp when achilles dragged hector's body ard.. act, i found that the only character i like is hector.. u noe, in e official website, they said that achilles is e legend.. but hector was the hero.. which is true.. cos hector laid down his life for his country, for his brother, n for honour.. where kind u find this kind of guy? haha.. n i dun like achilles not bcos he killed hector.. but bcos he dragged hector's body around troy.. that was e ultimate humiliation for anybody.. not to say for a warrior n a prince like hector.. n for very obvious reasons, i don't like paris.. i understand y he had to kill achilles at e end.. but i dun think anybody can forgive him for his show of cowardness(if there is such a word).. n i don't like king priam cos he was stupid enough to ignore e advice of both his sons n listen to his even more stupid advisors.. but actually, i can find 2 other characters whom i like.. perseus(correct spelling??) n hector's baby son.. haha..
Okay, enough abt Troy.. after watching troy.. ate e green bean soup which eileen's bro wilson cooked.. haha.. n helped eileen's mum with her work.. den we went to play vball.. haha.. woth wilson.. had so much fun! Itz been ages since i played vball.. hope can play again soon.. hahaha.. but there is a price to pay for having so much fun.. now, i have so many red spots on my two forearms.. n i can barely touch without feeling pain.. but itz a good kinda pain.. cos i played vball! haha.. sorry for sounding so crazy.. but i really really miss vball.. so....
And Jane told me sth yday.. can't help wondering why she didn't tell me earlier.. she didn't tell mc cos mc was having her exams.. but what abt me? she told eileen.. but itz no use wondering abt such things right.. i mean, she has already told me abt e thing.. even if i wondered til my hair turned white she cannot turn back e time n tell me earlier.. it would help if she explained to me.. but i'm not gg ask her.. it would definitely make things awkward..
Actually, come to think of it.. mayb itz cos she afraid that i would tell meihui, hu would tell xiurong.. hu would tell mc.. on e other hand.. doesn't she trust me?

Played mahjong for e past 2 days.. hahaha.. quite fun lah.. Fri was supposed to meet those ppl who are gg for e bbq next sat.. but onli abt 4 could make it.. Sigh.. so pathetic.. nvm lah.. at least collected some money.. N dat boonheng.. said to meet at 1.. den he msged me to meet at 2.. den i asked him to try to make it at 1345.. in e end he came at 1430.. he damn best lor.. den after that went to ah ma hse to play mahjong.. act was supposed to play with leonard n ahboy.. in e end leonard had to discuss whether he wanted to go normal or express.. Sigh.. so ah ma said she'll take his place first.. den ah ma wanted to go bathe.. so ahqin abandoned her revision n took over.. den by e time we finished one round leonard den come.. N in e end he decided to go normal.. to xinmin.. haha.. see if he'll get in.. next time go back to xinmin can go find him.. haha.. den played again lor.. n i lost money again.. sigh.. really da pai one..
Den yday, which is sat, cc rena candy n mh came to my hse to play.. sigh.. once they entered e hse dere was a lot of noise.. haha.. was losing at first.. den i won a ping hu.. den got back wad i lost.. haha.. den rena had to go to jay's concert.. so she went off at abt 4.. den mh took over.. she so damn blur lor.. as if she's playing for e first time.. den i kept scolding her.. haha.. but she really qian4 scolding leh.. everything muz ask at least 10 times.. haha.. N i won a 5fan! haha.. first time man.. den after mh went home me candy n cc played e 3 ppl one.. candy won a lot.. me n cc won a bit.. then we settled the payment.. packed up.. they went to toilet.. then they went home lor..

Went to suntec again with eileen n jane.. haha.. we always seem to go there.. anyway, this time is because eileen wanted to return e kenny roger's t-shirt.. so we went the kbox there lor.. anyway, could only sing for 3 hrs.. cos we took e lunch package.. haha.. so it wasn't really v song4.. cos didn't get to sing a lot of songs.. but it was cheap lah.. abt 6 bucks only.. would have to pay more than double if we took e happy hour package.. den we went to return e t-shirt.. was a bit kookoo lah.. cos eileen took such a loong time to say good bye to her colleagues.. esp her manager.. den when we went out of e restaurant, she said she wanted to go back to kenny roger's for lunch.. so we went back lor.. it was so damn filling.. everytime i go out with them, will eat a big meal.. in e past 4 weeks have eaten twice at kenny roger's, n once at breks.. sigh.. no wonder i'm gg broke.. haha.. anyway, really glad to be able to go out with them at least once a week..
den after eating we went to orchard to walk ard.. jane finally bought her shoe bag.. took neoprint.. saw a nice adidas jacket.. den went home lor.. act yday was a bit sian.. cos we met quite early.. at 1045.. finished singing at 2.. so didn't have much to do act.. haha..

Got my timetable yday.. Actually it's not out officially yet.. don't know how my sis' fren's fren got e webpage.. so e address got passed ard.. haha.. den de duan was worrying that we might be hacking into sth.. Anyway.. after much waiting and trouble, finally got to see my timetable properly.. it was quite sucky.. cos the lastest lesson i have is 'til 1900.. but it's still better than shawn's.. his is until 8.. haha.. but i got psychology for my cds.. which is a good thing.. but that was my 2nd choice.. N that shawn got jap for his cds.. which is his first choice.. so kookoo right.. haha.. And i'm in e same class as Kayti n Jolleen.. Lucky for me i guess.. cos can get along with both of them.. better than the others.. esp zhi liang.. cos think he's e onli one in 1b01.. so far lah.. haha..
But the thing is, i haven't found anybody who is in e same cds class as me.. ya, 2 ppl have e same cds as me.. but they are in different classes n lecture grps.. like huilan.. her class is 2 classes away n her lecture is L03 while mine is L04.. so kookoo.. haiz.. hope i end up not knowing anybody in e class or lecture grp.. will be quite saddening.. haha...
Ya.. and another thing.. i will have a 3 hr break b4 my psy lecture.. so if i don't find anybody hu's in e same lecture as me.. dat means i'll be to find a way to slack away 3 hrs every wed.. Sigh.... haha..

I went to the Singapore Idol autograph session today! haha.. act itz not todae technically.. cos itz already 1250 in e morning.. but still... Anyway, didn't intend to go actually.. but mh smsed me on saturday night saying that she couldn't find anybody else to go with her.. so... so went there after church lor.. told mh i would be late.. in e end she was later than me.. sigh.. haha.. den went to queue up.. actually, i thot there would be a huge turnout.. in e end.. let's just sae that it wasn't really quite what i expected.. cos mayb went to Energy's before.. n itz like da4 wu1 jian4 xiao3 wu1 when u compare the two autograph sessions.. anyway.. taufik looked really cool in e shades.. n i like his jacket.. haha.. then there were this 4 ppl queueing near us.. who kept talking n talking n talking abt taufik n sylvester.. abt what would happen alter on stage.. abt who is beta.. abt the other times when they met e idol contestants.. they juz went on n on n on.. haha.. no wonder they were complaining that they were thirsty.. then went on stage to get the autographs.. act wanted to get a hug from taufik.. cos a lot of girls were doing that.. haha.. n e girl in front of me got a hug.. but then taufik looked down.. n e security guards were pushing already.. so didn't get one.. sigh.. but nvm.. i have their autographs.. which is better than nth right? haha..

Spent the past few days at home again.. Except for fri when me n my sis went to my ah ma hse to play mahjong with my cousin.. so pathetic.. onli had 3 players.. i won e first few games.. but after that kept losing.. den my sis n cousin kept winning by man3.. so i lost a lot lor.. got once i had to pay for my cousin oso.. Sigh.. den by the first round of e 2nd game i had already lost all my money.. den ahling came home.. saw that i was losing so badly.. was even owing my sis money.. so she played for me lor.. said she wanted to help me win back my losses.. in e end nth good happened.. haha.. den ah qin came to play.. nth good came out of it oso.. haha..
den mh came to my hse on thurs.. wanted to burn some pics of hers to go develop.. she stayed for abt 2hrs.. den discussed e bbq thing oso.. having a bbq on e 4th of dec.. for e sec 4 class.. dunno wad would happen this time round.. anyway, i noe i said that i would nv try to organize another gathering for e class again.. blah blah blah.. but mh is still a good fren.. i would nv leave her all alone to organize the entire bloody thing.. sigh.. so got included once again lor.. n that ew made some stupid comments again.. it has been more than a yr lor.. y can't his bloody brain stop thinking abt such stupid things? He's smart.. everybody noes that.. but i think his EQ is probably single digit.. Sigh.. I know i sound really fierce n harsh again.. but some ppl really don't know how to think..

Today went out with jane n eileen again.. N found out that eileen has patched up with eugene again.. Sigh.. haha.. went to suntec again.. cos jane wanted to buy track pants n e lawman shorts.. in e end didn't buy e track pants cos her team mates are gg to lend them to her.. didn't buy e shorts too cos the discount period over already.. but got to eat e gelare waffle lah.. so still ok lor.. haha.. e waffle v nice.. den went to marina sq e brekz to eat.. it was so so so so damn filling.. act i was already full when we finished eating e salad n soup.. den our table was so full.. den cos zhu hou ren was also eating dere.. den he kept looking at our table when he walked past.. den when our main course came there wasn't any place to put them.. haha.. had to put at e next table.. hehe.. den there was this waiter there.. he's quite cute lor.. n i like his dimple.. den dat jane n eileen kept teasing me lor.. as if they didn't think he's cute right.. aiyo.. but the thing is, when i was helping jane open e packet of sugar he suddenly appeared to ask sth lah.. then don't know i got stunned then i fumble fumble den e packet drop on e floor.. so malu lor.. sigh... den dat jane arh.. cos i sae i wan her to help me take e yam ice cream mah.. den when dat guy appear to take away some plates she suddenly ask him to help me take e ice cream.. Sigh.. den make me paiseh again... den after that i finally bought a pair of slip-ons.. quite nice lah.. i saw another one which i liked beta.. but dun have my size.. sigh.. so sian.. haha.. but nvm.. this pair is quite nice too.. den went to G2000.. jane bought a blouse.. found that i like shopping at marina sq.. cos there v few ppl shopping.. whereas other places will have a lot of ppl.. so i want to go back there next time.. anyway.. went to e motorshow.. saw a LOT of beautiful cars.. esp e peugeot 407.. hahaha.. but dun have jaguar cars...... so sad leh.. but nvm lah.. haha.. saw e antique cars of mercedes.. v pretty in another sort of way.. den saw rolls royce.. first time leh.. itz quite majestic ba.. can onli use that word to describe.. den finally saw lambhorghini.. don't really like it lah.. haha.. cos the lines are too rigid for my tastes.. anyway, found that i like black cars.. saw a ferrari i rather liked oso.. haha.. haiz.. but dun tink i'll ever get the chance to own any of these cars i like.. ownin a car in Singapore is so expensive.. Unless i marry a rich husband, or i get a well-paying job.. haha.. tink i'd rather have a well-paying job.. i won't have to account to anybody.. hehehe..
Finally saw eugene after so long.. act he hasn't changed much lah..
Den me n jane went home first.. act intended to go play vball with yueming.. but he didn't wan to play.. so wasted my 60cents lor.. hahaha~

Wednesday went out with jane n eileen.. went to queensway shopping centre.. we met at kovan for lunch.. den walked back to e 51 bus stop at my hse.. act wanted to take 115.. but e both of them wanted to walk off our lunch.. sigh.. so had to walk under e hot sun lor.. haha.. was sweating like mad.. shld have juz met them at my hse right.. anyway.. we finally took e bus.. n took a v v long ride to queensway.. saw 2 adidas shoes which i want.. but dunno if i still want to buy shoes or not cos i don't really wear shoes nowadays.. but if i really decide to buy.. think i'll get e brown one rather than e blue one.. cos i have so many blue things already.. haha.. we act went to queensway cos jane wanted to get cheap track pants.. but all she got was a fbt shorts.. a bit kookoo right? haha.. but nvm lah.. den after that we went to bugis to take neoprint.. then went home..
Thurs finally got to go out with cc mh n candy.. haha.. waited for such a long time le.. went cine to watch shark tale.. i break record leh.. first time watched 2 movies in a week.. haha.. den we went to take neoprint.. have been taking neoprint e past 3 days.. haha.. anyway.. den we went to heeren.. went to e adidas shop n e wallet shop to find jane's present.. but couldn't find anything that she would like.. den we walked to PS to play e arcade.. haha.. played e drums.. e piano thing.. daytona n time crisis 3.. v long nv play le.. tho we sucked at e piano thing.. haha.. den mh had to go home le.. n i have to go ah ma's hse.. mh wanted to but sth to eat b4 going.. so shared with her e ji1 pai2.. had to queue for a long time though.. den went to ah ma hse.. watched xi3 ling2 men2.. den ate chicken curry for dinner.. den watched singapore idol.. haha.. didn't know my uncle also 'chased' the show... haha.. den watched e champion den went home le..

This few days quite a lot of things to do.. haha.. first time leh.... thurs played mahjong.. act supposed to lose quite a lot of money.. abt 13 over bucks.. haha.. but of cos got discount lah.. haha.. discount until onli needed to pay 2bucks to leonard.. he was e sole winner lor.. haiyo....... den fri went to open doors to help my mother with e mailing.. worked like siao lor.. haha.. ate char kway tiao for lunch.. quite nice leh.. haha.. worked for abt 7hrs that dae.. haha.. spent sat at home slacking.. den sun went church.. sunday was really stupid.. cos i didn't have to carry anything besides my bible so i didn't bring my keys along with me.. den after church i went to heartland den went home to find that nobody was at home! den my dat father didn't on his phone n my parents had gone for this investment seminar at church.. den my sis went to meet her frens.. so i sat outside my hse for abt an hr and a half lor.. sat until i sleep arh.. haha.. dunno y was so tired.. den they finally came home at abt 3.. Sigh.. so kookoo lor.. den sis brought back e zhan shen vcd.. quite nice lah.. but the show got so many sick ppl lor.. haha.. den mon went to watch princess diaries with ting2 n sis.. act got qin ahboy n leonard too.. but qin fell sick.. den tink ahboy didn't want to go.. so since ahboy wasn't gg might as well don't ask leonard right? haha.. so only left e 3 of us lor... treated ting2 to mos.. but ended up treating her to e movie too.. haha.. nvm lah.. e movie was quite nice.. was really hilarious.. n shed a few tears too.. haha. standard one.. n found that altho julie andrews hurt her throat n can't really sing anymore, her voice is still juz as good.. juz as touching.. haha.. den ting2 came to our hse to stay over.. den we played mahjong again.. haha.. with my mother.. i lost again lor.. i always lose e most......... sigh.. but lucky we weren't playing with real money.. den todat went to my mum's pffice to finish up on wad we didn't finish yday.. ting2 went too.. but e letterhead hadn't arrived.. so me n ting2 played tic tac toe, bingo, hangman.. all those stupid games lor.. haha.. was so tired.. kept yawning leh.. den went to meet candy n cp for dinner.. wanted to eat e gapz e buffet.. but the buffet was off already.. so had to eat e dinner set.. den their service quite bad leh... dun think will go back there to eat again.. haha.. den walked ard pacific plaza, n taka.. saw e adidas bag i want again.. but really dunno where to get e money to buy.. sigh..

Spent the past few days at home again.. with nothing to do.. was supposed to go out on tues with jane n eileen.. but my father grounded my sis.. dunno got ground me or not.. den i dun dare to ask oso.. so juz told jane dat i had sth urgent on lor... felt so guilty.. den in e night den found out that jane wanted to give us a a bdae treat.. act i thot she wanted to treat her mum onli.. so i thot e 3 of dem could go together wad.. den in e end jane wanted to treat all of us.. so cos i wasn't dere jane would have to treat us another day.. that's y she was so eager for me to go on tues lah.. sigh~ y didn't she juz tell me straight? Anyway.. we made a lot of plans for next next week.. dunno if she'll be able to go out on all those days.. she has training somemore... stms i really envy her for e chance to train.. really miss vball a lot.. When can we go Sentosa?? Sigh~ hope it'll be soon.. anyway, later ahboy leonard n ting2 are coming over to play mahjong.. haha.. hand really v itchy leh.. n gg to eat pizza for dinner.. haha.. so long nv eat le..

Saturday went out with jane n eileen.. itz been such a long time since we hung out with each other.. eileen's mother n austin tagged along.. but they left after we ate our lunch n eileen's mum bought a cordless phone.. act didn't plan to take lunch.. cos ate roti prata at home already.. but eileen's mum was treating.. hehe.. so me jane n eileen shared a bowl of porridge, prawn chee cheong fun, shark's fin dumpling which doesn't have any shark's fin inside, n char siew bao.. was v filling.. den we walked ard raffles city.. den went to suntec.. act e reason we wanted to go suntec was cos e new adidas shop was open.. n jane wanted to go see2.. but was quite disappointed lah.. cos didn't really see anything i like.. now i'm looking for a sling bag, n shoes.. both from adidas.. act saw this really nice sling bag at e adidas shop at pacific plaza last week.. but itz 79bucks.. dunno where i'll get e money to buy.. n itz so hard to find a pair of shoes i like.. sigh~ anyway, walked ard suntec for a long time.. haven't walked til my legs ached in a long while.. den eileen had to go work.. so we walked to kenny rogers.. den jane n i saw wad we wanted to eat.. den we walked one round around e basement.. saw all e restaurants.. discussed abt e ones which we wanted to eat.. n went back to kenny rogers.. e macoroni n cheese was delicious.. e chicken too.. e ribs was okay lah.. but e meat was too tough.. loved e sauce though.. jane kept complaining abt e iced lemon tea.. haha.. act we ate a lot that day already.. we ate breakfast, den lunch, den ice-cream at crepes n cream, den e passion fruit juice, den popcorn, den dinner, den soya bean milk.. haha.. tues i want to eat gelare.. n jane wants to treat her mum to dinner.. so think we would be eating sth ex too.. haha..
Was supposed to go out on sun with candy , mh n e rest.. but rena n flo couldn't make it.. so had to postpone.. was a bit pissed off.. think mh wasn't really happy 'bout it too cos she act booked dat dae for us.. but in e end had to postpone.. i don't know how many times this has happened.. but i'm sure it won't be e last.. sigh~ really don't know wad to sae lah.. stms i get so sick of it.. but i want to go out with them.. so i guess i'm e sick one..
den candy said cp's fren had a lobang.. but e interview was at 9pm on a sunday.. once i heard dat e interview is so late i was reluctant to go already.. den candy said dat e e salary can range from 20 - 1000 US dollars..n we onli had to work 2-3 times a week.. n each time for onli 2-3 hrs.. wad kind of job at a trading firm gave that kind of money? act i think anybody who hears of this job would somehow think of sth illegal.. but that candy onli thot of e money.. haha.. she arh.. anyway, we didn't go.. asked cp's fren to tell her wad e job is like first.. den juz now cp told me that it was a sales promoting job.. we have to buy e product first.. den a few mths later e returns would be v high.. but the returns on this kind of jobs are v volatile.. cos it depends on e sales promoter himself n e product u are promoting.. so i think candy n i won't be doing this job.. haha..

Yesterday went to Bugis e sakae to eat e buffet.. went with ahqin, leonard n ahboy.. act still got bao2 n my sis one.. but my sis got sick.. den think bao2 had to wait for her boss to pass her sth.. so in e end only got 4 of us.. didn't really eat a lot.. abt 9 plates.. haha.. at least ate enough to cover e 16bucks we paid.. but was quite full.. cos we ate 4 of e mochi ice cream.. i ate 5 act.. cos qin didn't want to eat e sesame seed one.. so i ate it for her.. hehe.. the thing is, ahboy wasn't listening to us.. after i ate finish e sesame seed one he suddenly asked us where e sesame seed one was.. hai4 me have to eat 5.. haha.. anyway, had fun lah.. cos first time went out to eat sakae with cousins..
after that qin had to go back to sch for this career seminar.. can't believe she's gonna graduate next year... me ahboy n leonard went to leonard's hse to play mahjong.. haha.. so long nv play le.. den that kookoo ahboy kept winning.. dunno y his luck was so good lor.. but i think cos we were playing e 3 players one.. so each player could like have 4 tai 5 tai.. if u know wad i mean.. haha.. act he won a lot.. but he only collected 7bucks from me n leonard.. sigh~ but nvm lah.. had fun..

SIGH~ got back my results yesterday.. a bit disappointed.. haha.. cos got a C+ for my management.. didn't noe that i would do so badly.. sigh.. sad leh.. the thing is, i did not bad for my other subjects.. As for econs n accounting.. Bs for comm skills n csa.. not up to my expectations.. but still not bad lah.. haha.. but i can't help thinking abt my grade for management.. that's how ppl is.. we onli think abt e bad things.. nv e good things.. e bad always cover the good.. Sigh~ anyway, e exams are already over.. there's nothing i can do already.. so juz forget it lor.. now i'm waiting to get a job.. dunno when e agency will call up..
Slept till 1pm today.. don't know why.. haha.. had a lot of dreams.. but i didn't sleep real late yesterday.. ard 2.. so don't know why slept till so late..

Sigh~ these few days v sian.. spent the past 5 days at home.. lucky tmr going out.. else really rot at home.. not that itz e first time.. haha..
Since i've been spending the past 5 days at home.. den u shld noe that i act dun have anything to blog abt.. i'm juz blogging for e sake of blogging.. haha~ Bye..

Had this weird phone call from this guy i don't know called Chris today.. said he got my no. from the internet n wanted to be friends with me.. den i didn't now wad to do so passed e phone to my sis.. haha.. den think he lied to my sis say that he got my no. from don't know wad tuition thing.. den after a while he put down e phone.. haha.. lucky got my sis.. else dunno wad to do..
Anyway, this few weeks had some weird phone calls coming in.. There was this "breather" who called my mother's hp.. at first he called to complain abt e food they were selling at e church.. den my mother got fed up.. den she hung up on him.. then after that he called e house, i picked up e phone.. n heard him scolding foul words.. got shocked.. so hang up on him.. haha.. den after that he called again.. i picked up n he was making those funny sounds.. don't know y, but found e situation hilarious.. was laughing as i passed e phone to elizabeth.. after she heard it i said i would call e police to e guy den i hung up.. haha.. really was funny.. told my mother.. then she said the guy had already called a no. of ppl in e church.. think he got their numbers from the church's contact list.. den that day on wed, b4 my parents n sis came back from thailand, he called twice.. the first time he scolded foul words again.. den i immediately hung up.. 2nd time he called he made those funny sounds again.. den i said, u pervert arh (in chinese), den i hung up again.. he didn't call back.. think they noe hu that guy is already.. so hope it will stop soon..

Now at Jia Hui's place.. a bit sian.. den his comp a bit slow.. haha.. now uploading the pics we took that dae at e bbq.. dunno will upload 'til when.. haha..
anyway.. starting work in nov.. so have abt 2 weeks of free time.. act itz good lah.. cos i was worried that if i work.. won't have time to go out and everything.. now that i have 2 weeks.. at least can catch up with the others mah.. so now waiting for e hols of e JC students to start n e exams of e NP students to end.. but think by e time the hols for e JC students start i'll have to go to work already.. haha.. so kookoo right.. sigh~
n we're getting back our results next week.. so damn scared.. i think i gave myself targets which are too high.. n my sis saw e targets.. sigh~ if i dun hit those targets, i'm gg to be so sad.. HOW??

Yesterday typed a very long entry already but the bloody blogger had an error.. so everything i typed was deleted.. n i really don't want to re-type everything.. so guess everything will be cut short.. anyway, u guys reading won't know the difference right? haha.. went to e bbq on tues.. was quite fun.. at least we have this chance to gather together before e sem starts n everybody is busy with projects n sch work.. whatsmore, we won't be in e same cls anymore.. so damn sad lor.. anyway, could have a chance to play vball on tues.. but tt ziliang couldn't bring the ball.. so missed the chance.. sigh~ but played frisbee.. n they found out that i really cannot be e monkey.. cos i'm too lazy to run.. n i hate running on sand.. haha.. played truth&truth for a while.. didn't know that i was so obvious.. so guess would have to be more discreet from now on.. elizabeth monica n i really have different ways of showing our thoughts and feelings.. elizabeth wouldn't show u anything.. monica would juz get angry n get over it.. but i wouldn't show u anything at that time, cos i haven't had e time to react yet.. haha.. n i don't noe y, but i don't like to get angry when everybody else is.. after e matter has passed n i have had e time to think over the entire thing, i'm not angry anymore.. but i wouldn't go near e person anymore.. haha.. i really sound like a taurus..
played bowling too.. have not played in a long time.. abt a yr, i think..
parents n sis juz got home yday.. my sis bought A LOT of things.. one luggageful.. 2 pants, 2 skirts, 6 blouses, some accessories... n alot of stuff for me, her friends n our relatives.. she spent a total of $600 plus or minus.. haha.. n that was minus my stuff.. cos mine is paid by my parents.. haha

Sigh.. this few days a bit sian.. cos doing almost all the household chores by myself.. haha.. so hardworking right.. today i vacuumed the floor, washed n folded e clothes.. wed will have to mop e floor.. n cleaned up my room on sun.. i think i won't have an easy time living on my own.. hehe.. den tmr spending the whole day out.. so will have to finish up wadeva i want or need to do on wed.. but this few days quite good lah.. not bad.. cos could turn on e music as loud as i want to.. haha.. couldn't do that when they were at home.. act, i forgot to ask them wad time e flight is on wed.. but shouldn't be too early.. think they'll reach home in e evening.. hope i'll have enuf time to do everything..

fReeDoM....... is oVer-RatEd

parents and sis went to bangkok today.. by now, they should have shopped for a few hrs.. and had a v filling meal.. wonder what they ate.. haha.. cos sort of miss the food dere.. hehe~ anyway.. it didn't feel as good as i thought it would be with them gone.. sure, i could have the whole hse to myself.. i could go out to anywhere at anytime n go home at anytime.. BUT.. the entire hse is under my care.. n i miss them a little already..haha.. sound so pathetic right.. anyway, muz make full use of the 5 days.. have already spent the whole day in front of the comp doing up my blog n doing things.. time simply passes to quickly..
went to bishan for the "interview" at popular today.. ellen's sister came along.. act met her yday at ellen's hse already.. she's really v cute.. cuter than ellen.. haha.. but cannot tell ellen.. else she jealous.. hehe.. n elaine is quite naughty.. say i bully when itz actually she bullying me.. haha..

eXamS aRe OvEr...

yeah.. the exams are over.. but dun think i did very well.. can say this is e first time i feel so bad abt one entire exam.. sigh~~ but itz finally over.. so guess itz sth to celebrate.. haha.. anyway, did a good deed yesterday.. act itz 2 lah.. gave this man 50cents.. haha.. doesn't sound like much right.. but anyway, he act wanted ten cents or sth.. den i didn't have any.. so juz gave him 50cents lor.. den after that.. when i was walking home from kovan.. met this guy who was doing volunteer work.. he was raisng money for the iraqi people or sth lah.. so bought these 2 photoframes from him for 10 bucks.. sigh~~ haha.. there went my 10 bucks.. but nvm lah.. was for a good cause.. act there's a lot of things i wan to blog abt.. abt the exams.. wad happened over the past few days.. n last week too.. but the comp juz came back on sun.. n i didn't wan to touch e comp during e exams.. so..... forgot abt wad i want to blog already.. haha..

LaSt dAy oF sChooL !!!!!!!

Sigh.. today a bit sad.. cos itz the last day of school.. n we'll be changing classes next sem.. dunno if will be able to see all the of them next sem.. sigh.. only got close to them this two weeks.. n will have to be separated already.. haiyo.. haha.. quite she3 bu4 de2 the class.. but no choice lah.. now oso dunno wad to sae.. juz noe will miss them e next sem.. really hope we will keep in contact..
anyway.. went to cafe cartel for cindy's treat.. really ate a lot.. shouldn't have ordered the jumbo combo plus the pizza plus the ribs.. dunno how we managed to finish the entire thing.. haha.. but lay kuan can really eat.. haha.. glad cindy had a surprise when she saw e cake.. haha..but cafe cartel's food is really nice.. at least i "fulfilled one wish".. have at least 5 more to go.. haha.. dunno if there will be ppl to accompany me.. and my bloody ankle is starting to pain me again.. dunno y the hell it chose to starting acting up at this time.. not that there is ever a good time.. but y act up at all right? and i haven't done a thing to strain it or wadeva.. it juz started to pain me when i was walking.. sigh.. but should i tell them my parents? cos if i tell them.. they'll sure want me to go to the sensei.. n it'll cost like 20 bucks per visit.. n i dun think my ankle will recover with a visit.. so how?
anyway, thinking abt tb040 again.. had a lot of fun with them.. dun think will be able to meet anybody like them.. haha.. i like wad sentimental freak.. juz hope everybody will turn up for the bbq next week..
was reading cc n rena's blog juz now.. and they had this volleyball competition n could play volleyball for their sports&wellness.. n it was then that i found out how much i miss volleyball.. really hate that feeling.. cos volleyball is a game that not much ppl noe how to play.. so itz like itz so damn difficult to find sb to paly with.. n would need a ball n a reasonably large space to play in.. so i hate missing vball.. but there's no choice.. sigh.. when i read their blog.. couldn't stand reading anymore.. cos was so damn jealous.. haha.. act for the class outing? i chose sentosa cos at least there'll be a chance that we'll be playing beach vball.. so guess that's gone now.. sigh........................ so sad leh... but have to stop moping ard already.. cos e exams are coming..
Hope can see a lot of them this holiday.. muz have a lot of outings kay....

I saw him!

I can't believe i saw him again after all these years.. act, itz not years.. but please be assured that it has been quite long.. abt a yr or so already.. N at sch of all places.. act, shouldn't be surprised that he's there cos there was e inter-varsity volleyball match n brandon n xinfu was playing.. n those 2 guys were from TP.. guess he juz went there to take a look.. N now i'm blaming myself why i didn't follow my feelings n join e organising team for the vball matches.. sigh~ anyway, he hasn't changed much.. looks pretty mush the same.. 'cept that he was wearing a cap, so couldn't see his face v well.. but elizabeth said that he wasn't bad looking.. haha.. but that's a pretty general statement.. she also said he would look better if he had more build.. but think he's not bad now.. considering that he was quite skinny when he was sec2.. haha.. anyway, ruiling was wih them too.. she saw me.. i know she recognized me.. but guess she wasn't that inclined to at least greet or smile at me.. i know she recognised me 'cos she looked at me for a long while.. & after we walked passed each other when i looked back to confirm wad i saw, they guys were looking back.. so i guess she told them she saw this girl from xinmin vball or wadeva.. in any case, she knew me, knew tt i recognised her (cos i smiled at her), but didn't wan to greet me..
so guess that's the last time i'll see him for a long time.. haha.. called jane after i saw him.. she asked if my heart did beat a tad faster when i saw him.. i can't say it did.. but i oso cannot say it didn't.. so be welcomed to draw wadeva conclusions u have abt my feelings for him right now..
if u sae i still have some for him.. den it'll be quite silly, cos it has been like 2 yrs.. it is absurd.. don't u think? Esp those hu know wad really happened during those days.. Lucky not many know.. haha.. anyway, he's part of the past now.. i won't ever see him again.. & if u're reading this n think i still like him n know him personally or thru somebody, pls keep this to urself or i'll help u stuff it up ur ass, thank you very much. haha.. sorry for e crudeness.. (The "haha" was there to lighten e atmosphere, but i'm still serious) Anyway, not many ppl know hu i'm toking abt.. so it beta not get ard else i'll noe hu spread it.. i know i sound really angry n fierce n defensive right now.. but i really, seriously don't like ppl talking behind my back.. i didn't like it then, n i don't like it now.. ya, i noe.. nobody likes ppl talking behind their back.. but i've had enough of blatant lies n transparent "acting" back then.. so pls dun act as if i'm stupid.. if u're speculating some things abt me, come ask me.. i'm not "blissfully unaware" of those things.. n i won't eat u up.. i can't believe that after 2 yrs of spending time together everyday u guys still don't understand me.. guess that was too much to ask..

bUsy BuSy bUsY...

This few days really quite busy.. n think itz onli going to get busier.. cos have to rush the econs thing.. n after that still have to do the comm skills report writing.. n have to study for the semestral exams n teach thow hwee chinese.. haha.. his chinese really sucks.. anyway, hope i can finish everything on time.. oh ya, still have to find a holiday job.. sigh~ then now no money liao.. spent almost all on food.. unnecessary stuff.. n wed n thurs will have to spend again.. think will spend at least 50 bucks.. aiyo... really bankrupt liao.. haha.. N i have so many things i wan to buy!! A laptop, an ipod, an adidas slingbag, charlesnkeith slippers.. sooo many.. really die arh.. anyway, saw a lot of ppl yday.. saw weikit n samuel.. samuel's cuter.. haha.. mayb cos of his dressing.. lucky they din see me.. haha.. then saw derek.. was on his way home after dinner.. this 2 days keep seeing him.. haha..

$mY MonEy...$ hahaha~

Know why my title is the above? itz cos i wasted my 7 bucks on cab fare yday.. sigh~ but guess it was inevitable.. cos i didn't want my grp members to wait for too long.. n i was already feeling damn guilty for misplacing the progress report n not being there for the meeting.. then in e end sophia announced that the progress report was with her.. haha.. but didn't feel much lah.. it isn't really her fault anyway.. cos didn't remember that i passed the progress report to her anyway.. n we didn't really tell her what we wanted.. sigh~ can onli blame myself for not remembering.. haha..

3 mIsSinG... 

wItH mY buLLy, WeI LiN 

HaPpY tEacHeRs' DaY~!

Had some fun yesterday seeing people whom i have not seen in a looooong time.. like josephine, weilin, hanting and a lot others.. found out that everybody has changed.. A LOT.. haha.. really.. esp the girls.. it seems like everybody is prettier now.. n some of the boys.. guess people do change n become matured.. anyway, found the performance really boring.. except for the teachers' performance which was really funny n touching..saw most of the teachers.. thay haven't changed much.. which is to be expected.. haha.. took quite a few pictures too.. which was great.. cos have nv taken a pic with josephine b4.. haha.. and that weilin is still bullying me.. haha.. at least i bullied her a little yday.. hahaha~ saw thow hwee and had quite a long chat with him.. he has changed a lot.. more than anybody i saw that day.. haha.. now so ang moh pai.. have to speak perfect eng to him.. haha.. still found a bit of the old thow hwee in him.. but he has really changed a lot..anyway, wish him all the best..

Then after that went to kbox with meihui rena and cheng2.. sang for a full 5 hrs.. haha.. saw e guy rena n cheng2 were so crazy abt.. not bad lah.. haha.. and he was quite nice to us lah.. cos he gave us an additional bowl of titbits.. haha.. anyway, sang until our throats were dry.. but we onli had a glass of drinks.. so had to suffer through.. haha.. and actually wanted to service my phone.. but found that the shop has closed down or is renovating or wadeva.. so couldn't.. hai~ so sad.. haha..

with Mrs. Yim 

2 missing... 

There's no title today.. cos can't think of any..

went to kbox today with them today.. went quite late lah.. reached dere at abt 6.. was quite late cos we thot they were only going in at abt 1830.. so we took our time.. didn't know that they were singing from 4 or 5 sth already.. if not would have gone down much earlier.. anyway, had quite a lot of fun singing.. first time went to kbox with guys.. haha.. a bit funny.. and that erich said i was tone deaf.. made me so angry.. haha.. but it made me wonder if i'm really tone deaf.. sigh~ all because of that stupid guy.. but if i'm really tone deaf.. i would nv sing again.. then jiahui n alvin ordered tequila.. haha, felt like drinking.. but there damn ex.. so didn't.. n had a sip of jiahui's whiskey.. it was so strong.. haha

then today went for the finals for the captains' ball.. played with a bunch of losers.. made me so angry.. i nv imagined that girls can be so rough.. once you have the ball, they'll attack you.. they like animals.. haha.. shan't spend any more time on being angry at them.. but we had our revenge when tb036 beat them 8-4.. haha.. was supporting the red team all the way.. know we looked like sore losers.. but why be polite to people with no sportsmanship?
played basketball today.. it has been like 4yrs since the last time i played.. so really enjoyed it.. though we were like playing a slow game.. haha.. but i still want to play volleyball n badminton.......... Anybody who wants to play come find me okay???

FiNaLLy..

The two of them resolved matters earlier this week.. altho i still don't know what on earth happened between the both of them, i'm juz glad they worked things out.. else i oso won't know what to do.. and we finally got the comm skills presentation out of the way today.. was in a lot of pain wearing that pair of shoes.. and i am having shivers just thinking that i'll have to wear that pair of shoes again next next week.. sigh~ hope my blisters will be fine by then.. anyway, had the captain ball heats today, and we won.. but onli by a 3pt difference.. so dunno if we'll get into the finals.. shawn, alvin n yijun really played v well.. haha..

LoSt & cOnfUseD...

Haven't updated the blog in quite a long time.. for about a week.. actually haven't been quite busy.. just don't noe y i couldn't find the time.. i really have to start learning how to organize my time well cos I'm like wasting all those valuable stuff doing rubbish and things that do not need that much of my time.. hai~ so sian.. Actually quite a lot of tings have happened over the past week.. esp in the Olympics, like the match Ronald Susilo lost to Boonsak Ponsana, who is now my fave in badminton.. haha.. And the matches Li Jia Wei fought so magnificently in.. Hope they'll have another good chance the next Olympics.. today saw this men's volleyball match.. russia vs italy.. really admire italy's defence.. it was really really good.. their spikes were also good.. altho they lost, i think they really palyed a good game.. And think there were a few debatlable points in the match.. there were some points which i think should have been awarded to the Italians rather than the Russians.. But that is just my opinion and the Italians'.. guess would just haf to trust the empire.. Anyway, been a long time since i saw such a great match..

The reason I'm feeling lost is cos I have no idea right now what I'm supposed.. think itz cos there are really too many things to do.. so many that i have no idea where to start from.. Now after the presentation for the CS.. would have to worry over the report writing which would be even more tedious than the presentation.. haha..

And I'm confused cos of the things told to me today.. really made me think and wonder a lot.. which is actually not v good for my brain.. haha..hope can get an ans tmr..

iNjuRiEs aLL oVeR..

Kay.. have to admit.. my title's quite exaggerating.. haha.. but i really have injuries lah.. haha.. last week juz had an iron burn on my hand.. den had to explain the burn to alomst everybody i see.. den today got attacked by the bus door.. haha.. so had to walk around with a limp today.. so kang kor.. anyway, would rather have an injury anywhere else on my leg den on the toe.. so hard to walk.. hai~ wonder where my next injury will be.. haha~

I LOVE RONALD SUSILO!

haha.. this beta not be seen by somebody who knows ronald susilo personally.. i'll be so embarrassed.. but he really rocks man.. YEAH!!!!! Ronald Susilo from Singapore beat Lin Dan the no. 1 in China 2 - 0.. haha.. first time man.. really love him.. haha.. anyway, wish him all the best in the rest of the Olympics..

gUiLty & rEgRetFuL...

Feeling guilty.. cos actually told Sally would be going to see fireworks with them.. but then after that found out that we had to do this bloody csa assignment.. so in e end had to disappoint Sally and the rest cos really had too many things to do.. & i haven't even done finish all of them after the whole day.. and the other reason i'm feeling guilty, is cos i caused the whole classto be unable to "escape" from doing the csa thing.. cos actually cindy and erich were deciding to juz blame norshida cos she didn't tell us anything.. but then they found out that i've already sent a msg to almost everybody in class abt e thing.. so in end had to do it anyway.. so can understand why i'm feeling guilty? esp towards erich and cindy.. Here's a big and bold SORRY to the both of you..

ANd i'm feeling regretful cos i didn't go see the fireworks with sally they all.. was actually looking forward to seeing them and the fireworks again.. but in e end, had to give up the chance cos i took so much time to do so little things.. hai~ really should speed up my rate of doing things.. cos if i continue my present speed.. i think i would miss out on a lot of things.. haha...

And now i'm watching the badminton match between susilo and lin dan.. haha.. din realise susilo was actually so strong.. knew he was the best in Singapore.. but really din know that he was actually on par with the best in China.. haha..really love him man.. but this game is really v long.. cos the service keeps going to and fro between them.. haha..itz really a very close fight.. hope susilo will win..

pRojeCtS~

Finally felt the hate factor of projects.. there seems to be an unending stream of things to do.. just as you think that u have completed something and is feeling a small sense of accomplishment, you rmb ot is reminded that there are still tons of things that you have not done yet.. haiz~ and the deadlines are all just around the corner.. wonder if we'll ever get everything done in time sometimes.. Anyway, had a great time doing the CSA project on thursday.. haha.. think itz rare for sb to sae that he/she had a great time doign any project.. but we really did.. cos there was a lot of nonsense being tossed around.. esp by that crazy elizabeth.. kept repeating the same thing.. li4 mai4 ji3 siao3 siao3, zhe4 dao1 si3 wa4 eh2 cu4.. she really was crazy that day.. haha.. and monica kept teasing sophia abt her chinese name.. Bao Lian.. HAHAZ.. anyway, they stayed at my hse till 11sth to finish e project.. had so many things to do.. lucky we managed to finish it.......

den yday went out with elizabeth to town.. walked back and forth between zara, fox and mango.. haha.. actually thot we wouldn't have much places to go to and would finish our shopping quite early.. who knew that we finished juz at abt e time monica finished work.. so went to find her.. and was convinced to walk all e way back to far east from centrepoint to take 132.. so we walked and was stopped by this guy who wanted to do a survey.. and dat elizabeth so kookoo.. told him wadeva he wanted to know.. haha.. in e end we had to listen to those guys from prudential talk abt e savings plan for abt 20mins or more.. haha.. den after that finally could go home though we did stop along e way to look at a few things.. anyway.. i took e same bus as monica to sin ming where i got cheated by the menu.. haha.. act wanted to order cheese prata.. in e end ordered cheese n mushroom prata which is like so much more expensive.. hai~ felt so guilty abt letting monica spending almost 10 bucks on e supper.. muz find aday and give her a treat back.. anyway, we went back to e bus stop, and realised that she cheated me.. haha.. i didn't have any straight bus going back home.. had to change bus.. and it was already abt 1130 at night.. was worried i would miss e last bus.. actually, monica was more worried than me.. haha.. in e end still got home by bus.. haha..

today's entry is so damned long.. haha.. slow slow read horz...

aT fIrEwoRks.. mEt tHe 6 of tHem 

At the fIrewOrkS 

FirEworKs..

Went out with candy, cheng2 and rena today to celebrate candy's b-dae.. and found out that i was cheadted by rena.. haha.. no lah.. cos she told me tt there isn't a need to where red.. so i dun wear lor.. in e end the 3 of them all wore red.. haha.. we went to e k-ster at chinatown.. it was a lot cheaper than k-box.. but the drinks were in smaller glasses.. haha.. so typical singaporean right? Anyway, found my voice really sucks now.. hahaz.. den we went around chinatown looking for kfc.. saw abt 3 or 4 macs but there wasn't a kfc in sight.. haha.. pathetic us.. lucky we spotted it in a distance.. else we would have gone on searching for it.. den after that we went to esplanade to wait for e fireworks.. walked around for a while.. den sat down by e riverside and took photos.. den meihui called and asked to go back to e esplanade to look for her.. den when we walked half way found out den we couldn't walk back to e esplanade anymore.. cos e security cut off e route.. so actually wanted to ask her to come out herself to find us.. but there was a jam at e colours on e bay.. so she couldn't get to us.. and the things is, after everything was over when we sat by e riverside to rest for a while, i smsed meihui to apologize for leaving her alone cos we all thought she was alone.. in the end we found out that she actually came with her sister and her friends i think.. and she din even bother to reply me to tell me.. made me feel so guilty.. haha..
so we decided to move up, squeezing through the crowd to another place.. then God blessing, the spot we found was directly in front of the place where the fireworks were shot from.. so e view was excellent and perfect.. it looked as if the fireworks were right on top of us.. and at that moment, i thought fireworks were the most beautiful thing in the world.. haha.. i was so awed by the sight.. Actually, we shld be thankful that meihui wanted us to go fetch her.. cos otherwise, we would have stayed at our original spot which wouldn't have given us such a perfect view..
Anyway, after that.. as we were walking back to find a place to get drinks and to meet rena's friends.. saw yizhao and thow hwee who suan me again even though we haven seen each other in like 10mths.. oh ya.. saw mr tan ping hock also.. with his wife n son hu was really cute.. but my favourite people i saw was teddy benson and marcus.. haha.. really din expect to see them there.. they were there with SHE from e workshop.. den took a few photos with them.. hahaz.. anyway, was glad to see them cos v long nv see them liao.. and i was wondering abt something.. cos marcus was talking to me like he knew me.. but i'm not really sure he does cos i wasn't in his sub-empire in camp.. and tt dae at e bbq even though we taught him abt e ingredients in a rojak i dun think he saw our faces all that well cos it was really dark.. anyway, glad i saw them.. after that den went to search for a place which sold drinks.. and in e end we walked all the way to clarke quay to get a cup of drink.. den went home.. haiz.. haha.. din have such a long n nice walk in a long time..
All in all.. had a good time today..

bL***y h*LL~

Yesterday's "class outing" was a utter disappointment.. i promise myself now that i would never ever organise another class outing for the 'beloved' class of 4E2 2003 Xinmin Secondary School.. i really cannot understand how some people can be so assuming, irresponsible, dishonest and irritating - which is too light a word for them. i don't care how busy u are or wadeva, u should have at least given me call to tell me that you're not coming and pls give me valid and logical reason.. a simple sms does not qualify as a resonsible act.. if u don't dare to call me, there were 6 other people there whom i am sure u liked enough to give a call to.. And those people only thought about their blood selves! There actually are two words called racial harmony which i think they have never heard before.. i think they should go back to pri sch to learn hao3 gong1 min2 again.. okay, enough complaining.. there were good parts of yesterday's evening.. had a great time catching up with florence jiaqi meihui cheng2 rena n chinpei.. n we went to eat ajisan.. ate e volcano ramen, which was a disappoinment if u base ur expectations on candy's remarks.. anyway, had fun with e six of them.. and the other plus side is that we didn't have to eat seoul garden (no offense, seoul garden) .. haha.. And the last is that i think i have learnt the final lesson and that is to never trust those people again.. i know it sounds harsh, but i 've been dealt with those disappointments time and again last year and i guess i never learnt.. so now, after yesterday.. i have finally learnt a lessong which should have been learnt last year..
I just hope tmr would fare better..

DiE.................................

I'm really seriously dead this time.. i have nv felt so bad abt a test before.. n i noe i did a lot of things wrongly.. so.. haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ haha.. but itz over.. so i shld juz move on.. will onli think abt it when i get back my results.. going to e class outing later.. don't now y but i juz can't get up much mood for it.. haha.. anyway, hope it'll be fun..

EcoNs......

Had econs mid-sem test today.. it su**ed.... so sad man.. haha.. didn't have enough time to complete.. so had to rush through a few qns.. dun even noe if the marker would understand wad i'm writing.. hahaz.. anyway, muz jia you for tmr's accounts.. hope will rmb all the steps.. n wadeva that needs remembering..
Juz found out today that she's in my sch.. n that she has 775 votes for the sch beauty n beau thing.. which is like so far ahead of everybody else.. so sucky.. haha.. said that word in the end.. anyway, she doesn't look much beta than when we were in pri6.. n that wasn't v good.. actually i'm dun really noe her that well.. in fact, i have not toked to her b4.. so i guess i shouldn't judge her like that.. but frankly speaking, i haf nv heard sth good abt her b4.. so...... haha..
Anyway, pls forget e above 2nd paragraph after reading it.. i'm usually not so mean n evil.. n i noe i sound jealous.. but pls be ensured i'm not.. hahaha..

StuDy, sTudY, StUdY..

The tests are coming.. but have actually been quite slack.. cos think most of my frens have already been studying n revising like a week ago.. and i only started yesterday.. haha.. don't know if i'll do well.. quite scared actually.. wish me all the best kayz.....